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My head feels like it might explode. It has been a while since I have had a headache this bad. I have had my normal everyday fairly light ones but this one feels like it might kill me. I am supposed to be taking a nap but the pain is too bad. Nothing is working.

The Mormons came by his morning. Two baby faced young men with he titles of "elders" I really felt old. These kids were about Christopher's age. I was nice and polite but told them I was not interested. Told them I have had Mormon friends but I am committed to my beliefs and did not see the point in having them wasting their time. I also told them to have a good day and thanks for coming by. I also wasn't up for visiting with strangers when my head feels like it weighs a ton.

I think I lost a friend. well, maybe friend is a strong word. More like an acquaintance. Anyhow, we have been talking to him every day on our stupid WoW game for weeks. We voice chat, we text, we have talked to his kid, he told us about asking his girlfriend to marry him all sorts of things. Well, Friday he asked what we were doing this weekend. I told him I was singing at church on Sunday and visiting my grandmother. That was the extent of the conversation. He has since stopped talking to us. I am very confused. I have never pushed my beliefs on anyone. I had not even mentioned religion or anything before. I didn't think I should monitor the mentions of my activities. Would he really stop being my friend because I go to church. I cannot even understand that. I have friends of nearly all beliefs and some with none. I have friends of different orientations. Different political ideals. I just cant imagine not being some ones friends because they said "I am going to church on Sunday". Maybe I am being paranoid or something. I don't know.

All this thinking is not doing my head any good. I will stop now and try to nap.